My Bro's Diary

I love the word "Speed Breaker". No! No! not because of Girl friend and a
bike. I hate writing diaries. But this speed breaker changed my mind.


November 26 2010.


I am named as Karthick by my aunt. Everyone except my mom liked the name. I am writing this diary just because of the speed breaker. My Dad is a clerk in a private company; my mom is a house wife. My mom and Dad wanned me to become a software engineer. From my house, If we move south there is a 10 km bridge which has a Lotus pond on the left hand side, a hill on the right hand side trees after the lake, and once we move on down the bridge, comes the beautiful speed breaker. Then there is a women’s college and if we cross the women’s college, there comes a Nova Software solutions. Why am I telling this? Today I joined Nova solutions, Making my parent's dream come true.


Since today we had Induction at 8 AM, I left home by 7. I was driving through the bridge completely focusing the lake. I was about to reach the other end of the bridge. Suddenly a song "Speed breaker", "Speed Breaker" sung by a sweet voice. I turned on the right hand side, She’s shouting “speed breaker, speed breaker”. I turned front and controlled my vehicle. If she wouldn’t have shouted I would have run through the stunning Giant speed breaker and I
might got hurt very badly. The speed breaker was built like a giant simply to control the speed of the vehicles coming down the sloppy bridge. Every one says, the speed braker is a killer, the speed breaker is a bloody stupid, Bla Bla Bla. But to me it is a beautiful thing which showed me my wife. Yeah I felt something which I am not able to express when I saw her. In all the
Gautham menon Movies, How a hero feels when they look at the heroine at first sight. The same feel I had just that I don’t have a music director to compose a duet for me when I saw her. Once I crossed the speed breaker, I slowed down my vehicle. Her Vehicle came near me. I said only thanks but I wanned to ask her with a ring "Will you marry me?". She smiled and shook her head. She has a cute deo. Not sure deo looked cute just because she was riding it :) . She
took a left and entered inside the college. Oh my god!!! She is studying near my office. I saw my watch it was 7:30. I went to my induction. Just because of speed breaker, I saw her, I am writing this diary too.


November 27 2010,
Giving Mom a shock, I prepared noodles, had it and left home by 6:45. I stopped my vehicle in the beautiful bridge waiting to see her. My mobile was ringing. I picked up the call.


Karthik : Mom I had breakfast. I am driving. I have to rush to office. I’ll call u later.
Mom : Dei today is Saturday da.
Karthik : I have special class mom !!! Sorry I have training at office Mom.
Mom : Ok da. Drive safely.


I went near her beautiful college.


The security guard asked rudely: what do you want?
I replied : I actually wanned to get B.Sc admission for my grandson. Is the college open today?
Frustrated guard: College is holiday you stupid. Go to Nirmala College to see girls. It is opened today.
I replied : Nirmala college ah. No figures dude!!!!
Security Guard: Un moonjikku adhu podhum po...


I came back home.


November 28 2010,


8:00 AM, Mom came and sat beside me in the bed.


MOM : Karthik Get up !!! What do you want ??? Fish or Mutton??? M going out !!!
Me : Mom why do you kill those poor animals and eat ??? Let s be Vegetarian from today??
Mom : What da ??? R u in love with some one ??? And is that girl a Brahmin ???
Me : Mom u r a genius Mom.. She looked very traditional, chubby and very fair mom... I think she should be a brahmin...
Puzzled Mom : what?????
Me : Love at first sight mom. Last friday !!! beautiful speed braker !!! a melody song !! A fairy !!! An angel !! wow !!! wow !!! wow !!!
Mom Told daddy : Ur son is foolish than u.. He left non-veg in a single day for a girl not even confirming she is a brahmin...
Dad came inside : Karthik we should not stop non-veg for simple things like lover or wife!!!
Mom : Ok Karthik from today we ll be vegetarian !!! No non veg today !!!
Dad : But u r more than a wife darling !!! U r not a simple thing !!! U r a
marvelous one !!! U r very special !! U r !!! u r !!!
Mom : U r not getting words more right !!! Learn from ur son !!! He is expressing like a poet !!!


I told them the entire story. They left the room with a cute quarrel. I went back to my dream.


November 29 2010.


Morning 6 AM... Mom was shouting over phone. On the other side was my aunt. I took the phone from mom's hand, spoke with my aunt for 5 mins. Then gave it back to mom. Sorry from both the sides. Argument ended.


Me : Mom, I am gonna meet her after 2 years... can u make out how I would be feeling !!!
Mom : This is ridiculous. This is too much. It is just two days.. U r doing too much Karthik.


Mom smiled and packed my lunch. I left home, drove and stood just before the speed breaker.


She came on her green colored deo with a red dress. Looked like Kashmir apple on a tree :) She crossed me... I shouted speed breaker speed breaker even though she is watching it !! she slowed down !!! Turned back !!! gave a smile !!! drove away !!! Not only the vehicle but my heart as
well !!!


November 30 2010.


Same time... same place... Same situation... Same words... speed breaker !!! speed breaker !!! she slowed down,,, Turned back.. But din smile this time.. came to left end of the road.. parked the deo.. Came towards me... Do you want me to write what she told me ??? Im feeling shy!!! Frank and a bold girl.. read below..


She asked me "are you a speed breaker alert" ?
Me : Are you a brahmin ??? Whats ur name ???
She: What Love huh ?? M nt a brahmin !!! M a Kaundar !!! Pls don waste ur time
Me : Thank you very much !!! I left non veg thinking that u r a brahmin !!! Then dinner should be mutton today :)
She: Hold on hold on !!! Iam pretty girl!! cant you think that I might be having a boy friend already???
Me : Ive got 3 proposals beautiful girls. Ive rejected all. I hope you would ve done the same.


She gave a big laugh "What a character u r dude".
I asked frankly : I know that mine would be a love marriage but "I never thought I would marry a kaundar" "Will you marry me please ???"
She : When Boys get impressed with a girl at first sight, they would feel like speaking with her !! Same feel for girls as well but practically they cannot speak.. But Karthik, I felt something when I saw u !!! I never thought I would speak to you... But to judge this feel
as "Love" is not a matured thing.
Me : I never said this as love. I wanned to marry u.


She left without speaking. I left to office since its 8:30 Already.


December 1, 2010.


I waited for her. She never came. My mobile rang, I picked up. Mom was crying in phone. Same problems with Aunty and uncle. I was consoling my mom but my eyes waiting for her. She never came. Once my mom is consoled I left to office carrying her memories.


December 2, 2010.
9 AM
I had to bunk office since there was a big problem. Aunty had to give 1000 rs to mom, But aunt says its 700 rs. This might seem to be a very small problem. But this developed as bigger and bigger. Dad left to office leaving the problems to me. I convinced both of them again.


Evening 4 PM I was searching for her in facebook. Mom came crying to me saying "Aunty has insulted me in the marriage in front of everyone".I asked what. Mom replied "Aunty asked me that the jewels I am wearing "are these real gold or covering ones ?". I was frustrated. Every single thing these two are making as issues. What am I going to do ??


7 p.m Dad was shouting at mom for these issues !!! Mom din’t have her dinner.. I took dinner to her room and feeded her speaking about things which she like.. Mom s like a kid... She had dinner and slept in my laps... Dad came in, asked me if she had dinner.. then he had dinner and slept in the sofa...


I felt happy that we are an affectionate family...


December 3, 2010.
I left home by 7 a.m as usual to wait for her. I was surprised. Apple and the tree on the bridge waiting for someone. I guessed it’s for me only. I neared her. She turned back, said


"I will marry u Karthik". Why didn’t you come yesterday ?? I saw u day before... but yesterday Me and my friends waited till 8:45 near our college You never came. Because of you I was late to class and because of you I did not listen to the class. I dont know what is happning around me ??? Im forgetting everything Karthik!!! What did you do ?? I just saw you five time
including today !!! Am I going Mad ?? I dont even know you who you are ???
and I am saying I will marry you !!! This is something strange happening!!!


Nowhere this will happen !!! I cant beleive this !!!


She cried and left !!! She cried and left !!! But I am the first boy to be Jump and feel happy when a girl friend cries :)


She will be my wife within in a year or two :) I shouted with Joy and left to office.


December 4, 2010. Saturday


This time I remembered this is a saturday. I was doing some paintings listening to melody songs.Mom and dad came in at the end of painting. They asked who is it in the painting?? I said she is the one I am gonna Marry !!! Dad said she is beautiful !!! Mom asked dad "Is she beautiful than me? ?" Dad replied "No dear". I smiled at them. How affectionate they are. I should be
more affectionate towards my wife. Mom kissed me and left the room.


Evening 6 PM Mom got a phone call, she exclaimed 95 % da. Dad just returned from office told I have one more good news "I was promoted to next level". I would be getting 10K extra from next month. Everyone were so happy.


December 5, 2010. Sunday


Early morning six,, My phone rang,,, I picked up... Female voice saying speed breaker !!! speed breaker !!! ... My lips smiled... I was not able to express my happiness.. I said hey how you got my number ??? She smiled and said come sharply at 7:00 near the banyan tree behind your company.. we'll speak for sometime and then ill leave... She disconnected without a bye.. Maybe some hitler would have interrupted :)


Morning 9 Am, I gifted a "Titan's Couple" watch to My mom and Dad.


Afternoon My Mom gave a shirt to my Dad. But Mom was little upset since Dad did not gift anything to her.


Evening 5 PM... My dad bought a silver necklace to my Mom.. My Mom was surprised and kissed dad. He said you have to kiss your son then.. He gave me the idea.. Mom kissed me and said "I love you".. Dad acted as if he is feeling jealous :) Mom said I love you too honey..


Mom made pepper chicken "Dad's favourite" for dinner.Yeah I gave this idea too, We had dinner in our small lawn. My Dad said "Thank you son for making this wedding anniversary a beautiful one" and then asked me "Do that girl love you?".. I said I dont know but she said she will marry me" Mom and Dad were surprised. Dad said My son is a brainy "In one week she convinced her". I said "No dad Everything happened". Then Dad said "Give her the painting tomorrow and ask her if she can wait for 2 years". I exclaimed 2 years huh I cannot wait.. Mom hit on my head with a smile..


Then Mom and dad went to their room. I came to mine. I was thinking "How affectionate my parents are". I said I love you mom I love you dad !!! I am gonna tell her that My dad and Mom accepted you and they said you are beautiful.. She will ask when did they see me ?? I will surprise her with my painting...


I ironed my new light Blue shirt which is my favourite. Now Its time to go to bed.


December 9 2010,


It was already 7:00, But Karthik will never ride fast for whatever. He thinks if he drives fast others who are riding might also get disturbed. He was driving on top of the bridge. His phone Rang and he picked the call riding his vehicle as well asking anything important Mom???,As Usual My Mom crying and saying "Aunty made a big problem Karthik" "She told everyone that she was the one named you". Mom "Dont cry Mom !!! Karthik will take care". Those
were the last words of My Brother Karthik. Since he was on phone, He did not observe the giant speed breaker. His vehicle crashed. He did not wear a helmet.


Now he is no more!!! He is no more to take care of anything!!!


Both Mom n Aunts were shocked and fainted. Later felt guilty, decided not to fight in their life time.


I am Smruthi, Karthiks younger sister. I have been to my Industrial visit for two weeks. I came back on December 6, to see my Bro for one last time. He sacrificed his dream of becoming a lawyer only for My Mom and Dad. He was the one who made me get 95% too. Usually he disconnects the call if he drives, that day since mom cried, he didn’t. I thought I will never speak to Mom again. But My bro had told me once "Mom and Dad doesn’t have anyone other
than us". We should make them live as King and queen once we start earning. Sometimes he've been as Mom and Dad for Me. Everything going really well in his life including his love But just because of Bla bla bal everything ended.


I am writing this last page of the diary Just to convey everyone that....


Forget hatred, anger, Jealousy, enemity, Selfishness, Greediness, rudeness,
Egos and everything.


It is god's gift to live a happy & healthy life with your loved ones.


If I had conveyed this to My Mom or Aunt before, may be brother would have been alive now.


With the words "I hate speed breaker" I am now closing


"My Bro's Diary"

My Dads Dream

Come on Bala smash it..come on.. Energetic words from my Lips.. Me and my husband were boosting him up, enjoying bala's game as we were sitting as an
audience to watch Bala volleyball vengeance..
who is bala..
WHO AM I..
I introduce myself as shruthi...
"shruthi shruthi attend the ball... dont miss it... if you miss you will get ten rounds" is my coach's mantra atleast thrice a day.. funny coach punishing us
like a school kids... yeah I am a volley ball player representing tamilnadu and my college...
Then came "Intercollege sports meet" We call it "diwali of sports men"..place where defending champions, upcoming champions and under dogs meet for a single
glory... yeah I found my glory too... I met my champ there for the first time... "bala", "love" the two most beautiful 4 letter words which made my life
beautiful... ofcourse add volleyball as well :).. My champ is a tough guy... reason behind, the first smash of the match... He is playing in the court next
to mine where he hit the the ball very hard in such a way that it travelled to the next court hitting the neck of this pretty beautiful girl :) which made me
fainted... as and when I opened my eyes, it rolled towards the whole crowd to find the culprit... really sorry please drink this,,, answered my chweet
culprit with energy drink in his hands... Oh my god where s my anger...
"She s alive, machan you are saved from a murder case" commented one of his friend, which made him and the others laugh but made me scream and scold at
them,,, Yeah I started screaming like a school kid, everyone started running from me except my chweet culprit.. Hands in his ears, stupid smile in his lips
he started his sorries again with situps in front of me... Uncontrollable laugh oh my god where s my anger again... hmm Smart guy. then started the
handshake with smiles... bala.. shruthi... we introduced ourselves... hmmm beautiful he whispered... I replied "WHAT" with an intention that he is commenting
my name (as beautiful)... but.. he replied with a smile..
He replied that "All the girls with name "shruthi" are beautiful..yeah many cases to prove that true.. Even my school teacher Shruthi... and of course
Shruthi haasan now.. "
I was about to smile at his comment but .. something stopped me..... I was about to smile at him...
"But you are the most beautiful among Shruthi's" he repeated
This time nothing stopped me.... I smiled at him... but What stopped me the first time??? we departed...
Next day we had Practice matches with boys team... which make girls more tougher.. Every time when we play practice matches with boys team we use to
lose...It doesnt mean that boys are tougher than girls... Girls are tougher than boys always... the fact is Girls always has guts to accept failures ;) but
boys dont.. This time we decided to make boys cry for a change :) ... We prepared more than Shahrukh's chak de team... Next Morning is the practice match...
In the court, With fire in my eyes I was tying my laes... There s the boys team and the captain... murmurred Trisha...
I turned in slow motion with a "chak dhe music" in my heart.. Automatically music changed.. this time it was "every night in my dreams" from titanic... why
this change.. the answer is bala... "yeah I have a crush over him" I realised. "He was the captain of the team with whom we are gonna play" Trisha said.. A big kiss I gave her.. u can understand why...
They won. Not the match, the toss.. He smiled at me when I lost the toss to him..
Face to Face I told him that "We lost only the toss not our confidence".. "This time History will be made"
He smiled saying history?? "Oh u never won against boys" Is it... he laughed out loud .. I screamed out loud.. hmmm funny guy too..
15-4 after the first set. This time we lost our confidence too... some energy we had... Even now history can be made, a confident voice of bala, approaching
towards us. I stared at him thinking if he s gonna throw some stupid comment. But made us get back all our lost confidence by his words.hmmm nice guy too..
Then he called his team members and spoke something encouraging (I suspect he wanted the match to be tough). This time I did not hear his words what he
spoke. History was made, confidence was back with a bang, Girls team won.
Divya, Shwetha and Trisha all together to Bala "we are impressed wit u smart guy"."Me too impressed Girls" not with u but with your Good Game.Enjoy the match
tomorrow. BYe girls.. bye shruthi..every one departed .. but something stopped me there .. I called him. Bala.
"yes Sania Mirza" he smiled. "What you spoke with your team"I asked.
"Let them win and gain back the confidence, tomorrow they have a match" is his words to his team. He gave a straight reply.
hmmmm True and Frank Guy... Even I wanned to be frank. I told "I like you Bala".
"Please. I cant hear more than 100 proposals a day. All because of my Mom who gave birth to this charming, smart and naughty guy. He murmurred little loudly.
I started hitting him with a smile saying this is not a proposal and u are not smart enough to get propasal from this beautiful girl. He stopped me hitting
him and started searching for saomething. I asked what. he said"No you said something like beautiful girl. So searching where she is".I smiled angrily.hmm
naughty too.
He said "I was just kidding. Moreover I dont speak with girls in this beautiful college life because "Mechanical guys wont waste time". This made me a really
little angry but told him "yeah thats a hard truth. Mechanical Guys wont waste time speaking with girls". But they dont study as well. how many arrears you
have I asked him. "8" he said with a stupid smile.
I told I wanna see your mom. He asked me why.I replied, I feel like seeing who gave birth to this irresponsible guy.His face tured childish. I liked it. dont
know why I spoke with so much rights on him. But he is least bothered about what I spoke. Bye for today, bye both spoke. I started walking towards my room.
"Shruthi" I turned my face to see bala. He said "sleep well today. Thats important for the Game". he s caring too .. why he s saying all these. Did he like
me???
HE told me to sleep but he din allow me to sleep. His thoughts disturbed me. I thought for a moment "Is this love".
Next day he did not turn up to see my match, even I din invite him but expected him to come. we won the match, we have one more to go now "its the final
one".
Next day is most beautiful day in my life "Not bcas we won the finals". Oh yeah we won the finals. I was kissing the cup with the Overloading smile in my
face.
That Moment....
"My heart wanned to say something to ur heart"
"It doesnt have a mouth"
"It ordered me to serve as his mediator"
"Shall I reveal my stupid hearts words", Bala asked me. I saw my chappals and said go ahead...
Yeah thats what my heart wanned to say "your chappals look good" "Bata is it" ??? asked Bala .. with a pretending fear in his face...
"If it comes to my hand it will be too good" I repeated.
ok then "tell ur heart that my heart is very deeply in luv your heart".My heart wanned to tell this to you when you at the happiest moment in your life... I
guess this wud be the happiest moment in my life... saying this bala was walking away from me.
"Hey Bala wait... even my heart wanned to tell something to your heart" I said..
"My god.. Even my chappals look good is it" asked Bala...
I smiled at him.. and for this poor joke "Im postponing my hearts words to be revealed next week"... call me at 9123456789 next week..... I gave my number...
Ended the conversation and the volleyball camp as well..
I hugged my dad "I luv u dad".. Congratulations my dear... next time come with the world cup.. invited my father with the big cheer.. yeah Im back home with
my certificates and medals... "But next time will your Husband allow you to play volleyball" asked my dad..
Come on Bala smash it..come on.. Energetic words from my Lips.. Me and my husband were boosting him up, enjoying bala s game as we were sitting as an
audience to watch Bala volleyball vengeance..
WHO AM I.. Yeah Im Shruthi..Who is Bala.. My son Balaji... who is "also a volleyball player"Who is Bala... My Love and lovable husband "Balasubramaniam" who has represented Indian volleyball team just thrice.
Still Confused ? ? ?
"After the volleyball camp I went home"I hugged my dad "I luv u dad".. Congratulations my dear... next time come with the world cup.. invited my father with the big cheer.. yeah Im back home with
my certificates... "But next time will your Husband allow you to play volleyball" asked my dad.. with a photograph of a smart guy in his hands.
Me : Marriage ? ? ? Not now daddy
Daddy : Why dear.. dad is here .. no fear... I luv u my daughter...
Me : I too love you daddy and I luv Bala as well daddy". "Even I havent told this to Bala"
Daddy : what!!!
Me : Yeah daddy he is from a good family. He has got lots of money. He s also our caste daddy.
Daddy : Sorry dear ... I cant accept it.. The guy in this photograph has something extra .. he is a Cricketer..
Me : Oh my god.. I forgot daddy.. Bala is aresistancevel player in volleyball...
EOC "End of conversation".... and the "End of my dear dads arguement"... "My dad represented indian volleyball team twice". He thinks "Sportsman takes life
sportive".He has a dream of his life "My Daughter should marry a Good, rich and affectionate sportsman"... which came true. "yeah I married Bala".
"I Love Bala"
"I love volley ball"

Beautiful Moment

yesterday was so beautiful....

she was the one who mde it beautiful....

I was on the way back home...

the moment I saw her I ve fallen in Luv with her

I guess its her beautiful home before which she was standing....

I crossed her with my head hanging down :) ... my blushing eyes rolled towards her..... felt like some kinda breeze crossing me...

happiest moment n m life..

crossed her :)

suddenly a voice whispered "Darling"... the word i d like to hear n my entire life :)

another voice "yes darling"

former s "husband s voice". later s hers :( :( :( :( :(

I went smiled nodding my head....nice moment :) :) :)

Enjoy every moment.. Life s really beautiful...